Saturday, December 10, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
the 6th week of my 3rd year studies!
what's wrong with me! Im totally lost...
Lost in no where, can't think about anything of my studio works
no direction at all...
been drinking for few weeks since the starting of the school...
damnit...whats wrong, Im asking myself few times, day and night
whats wrong, whats wrong?
a lot of stuffs happening, and I haven't solved them one by one,
why Im so busy on personal stuffs,
as I have to concentrate on my studies rather than thinking so much of it...
HELP me...
no idea when and how this video being captured ...
somehow, it stopped recording itself..LOL
make a guess who is talking behind...lol
p/s:concentrate on studies pls!
Friday, August 12, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
words are not important sometimes
4.15am, malaysia time, and Im awake, I didnt sleep ytd night, slept less than 6 hours just now, a lot of things trouble me at the moment
{when I reached penang (2am ish), the police roadblock welcomed me back on penang bridge, followed by tom yum mee beside kwang hua. next day, I was having laksa for lunch and captain america movie for rm6, dinner with family afterwards}
though it looks like full schedule, but i felt emptiness as I haven't sorted out what I supposed to do in this 7 weeks before I going back to Liverpool; when I reached KLIA, before boarding on plane back to pg, I heard a lot of Penangites accent, which made me feels home, but at the same time, I feel kinda awkward when Penang people speaks, it is kinda "culture shock" feelings when I back :p, it happened that time only..
main reason I came back here to run away from relationship problems having in liverpool, and I have to keep my mind clear of everything so that I could prepare myself for 3rd year of studies,
As I said before Im not coming back this year, but I cant stand suffering over there. Im helpless, though I could earn 5pounds per hour over there which 1 week I can earn 250pounds ish. But still, I need to come back badly, seriously find back my own (which I kinda lost myself this year)
academic wise, (this year I have learnt alot) although result I didnt get first class, but Im still satisfy as I worked hard this year :)
one more thing, this 7 weeks, I got 2 projects (1father's project, 2friend's project) I treated them as gaining experience for the future (though Im not sure whether i will be architect or not)
and updating my CVs + portfolios..
:( I hope I can do them all before going back liverpool
I felt better after I written all this down on this blog
everything is going to be fine now (I hope)
its kinda end of all the mess I made in liverpool
please dont drag me to the swirl when I back to liverpool
give me reason,but don't give me the choice,
cause i will make the same mistake again
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Sunday, July 3, 2011
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