好累。。好累

我不想這樣下去了...

我真的不想...

沒有更好的解決方法嗎？

或許有...

Mummy

i will watch it

Construction Progress

Construction in progress!!!

when i came back from school,

beside my house the "Making Longkau" is in progress

erm...dun noe which developer so rich...

develop the other side, but still construct the "longkau"

erm...may be the "dirty" water cant flow kua...

erm...the size of longkau quite big...

pity my grandmother and maid had to settle down the sugarcane..

from the construction above...

Erm...i am keep thinking of...??

when ...when ... when....

 should i start construction for my STPM leh ??

22-07-08

2day is my mum birthday...

hehe...

my dad as usual as last year...

he present my mum flowers

(always as usual)

like last year

also gt doll inside the flowers

 

since i always din show my gratitude during mother's day

my mum birthday is the day i show my "Xiao Xin" to her..

hahaha...

actually i wanna bought a cake for her to celebrate..

but dun noe hu bought for her oledi...

sob...

erm...this year got 

12 dogs

12 red roses

12 orange roses

(not fake flowers)-will die soon..haha

ooo...gt few lavander beside..

the is my mum

last year receiving my dad flowers...

u see last year flowers bigger than this year d...

~the bear family~

parents-3boys-1girl

all these bear are from the flowers

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2day i receive my google adsense pin code..

haha ah jin u jealous me bo??

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but an unfortunate thing happen today..

my grandfather going in hospital...

he had to stay there for treatement...

haiz....

Farewell KPA 08

i just can found few pics to upload only..paise...

all waiting to eat liao...

pn ong seems very cin cai cut the cakes..haha..

weird photo...

why that silly teik sheng go F5 there d??...

all go there eat free d...hehe..~~

Letter

Letter to my future girlfriend:

First of all, 

i believe that i will give you a good future life

may be i am not ur first man in ur life, 

but i hope that i am ur last guy u ever met,

i will accompany you until we die,

may be times will be the main obstacles for our love

but,

i believe u and me will hav a wonderful life 

if we together,

i promise u,

i will give u all the love that i have,

i promise u,

i will make a harmony home for you and me,

i promise u,

i will earn money to give u a better life,

i promise u,

i will buy a good car for u to travel,

i promise u,

i will always concern about my family,

i promise u,

i will show gratitude to ur parents,

i promise u,

i will be a good husband,

i promise u,

i will be a good dad,

i promise u,

i will love u only and it's forever,

i promise u,

i am the man u love most,

i promise u,

U will be the happiest woman in the world.

We will having a wonderful moment in our life,

i promise u,

i just love u only,

i will always tolerate with u if we are argue,

i will sacrifice to maintain our relationship,

Lastly,

hopefully u will appear in my life soon,

i am waiting for u.

love u always...

Your love,

sean        

sentiment / mood

i deeply wanna express what are my feelings today...

errm...woke up from the morning...ok...it's usual...

i took other transport despite of my usual transport...

errm...it's ok what...

going school...erm...thinking of later Quiz Kimia...erm...

start feeling uneasy...scare dun noe how to do the questions...

nvm...it's usual...

after that...when i reach my class...erm...ts come to my class 

then i ask him the question i dun noe how to do from yesterday excercise..

erm..but later on, he told me that will come out more calculation problems..

Damn..!! i waste whole night study my organic...

nvm...i take it as my preparation for STPM...

ok...1st and 2nd KRIS period..he din enter...

erm..u noe what had i done??

i keep chatting through those periods...oh!!..

i din do my maths homework bcoz i nid to prepare for the kuiz...

ok...i even din use those period to do my maths...dun noe y??

may b i gonna get crazy of all this stuff happen around me...

erm..recently no had much mood to do maths...dun noe y..

since i think that i still have many subject or topics that i should concentrated on...

ok...suak...kek heart on myself...nvm...when come to 3rd period...o...0...0..

it's time gonna go hall prepare for the exam...

erm...b4 i went down to the hall...i past through S3...erm...i saw ts inside dun noe doing wat...

erm..."u noe hu", i wanna hav something discuss wif him...but he seems dun wan to hear anymore...may b i should did this on him...but whay can i do ?? i even cant help myself to solve this problems...since the problems that i think should be eliminate or terminate it before it's late...

nvm...going down to hall...after prepare...erm...sitting on the hall...since my heart gt many things to talk..but no ppl around me seems like to talk wif me...everyone seems tired...

erm...keep my eyes see here see there...dun noe what i see for...

erm...may be i wana search the girl that i like when i see her b4...but fail...i cant search her..erm...suak...going to canteen eat...

erm...i purposely go Wantan mee buy food to gif some chance " u noe hu" to hear my opinion...

but i dun noe...that time i dun wan talk...even a single word..i oso dun wan say...

erm...whatever la...i dun care...

after that...during exam...erm...seeing the question from 1-10 erm...seems like it's easy...but when i do it continue...it become harder and harder..i tink i am weak at the ionic and electrochemistry...erm...after that...my heart beat rapidly seems is LHL period..OMG!! i din do his homework...how do i survive ?? erm...walking up wif my down mood...luckily...lhl din notice..and he din discuss the question that i din do...haha..god bless....

Ok..until here...

my heard down down down...keep tinking of my academic...erm..why i not as cleaver as other??

my result bad for 1A and 1B exam...i am worrying about this...erm...no mood eating wif my frens..erm...although i am going eating wif them...but my heart keep on thinking i wan bec home to think myself....ok...after eating our lunch..argh!...my mood still din bac to normal yet..

erm..i go to ah su there...erm...really like a dead ppl...no mood no feelings..no respond..like lacking of oxygen..keep on haizz in fornt of ah su...erm..i dun wan to leave the room..seem i can lie at there chatting wif ah su and etc..

erm...the most "GAI" part:

haiz...WTF, WTH part!!...Damn sienzz AGM!!..i even slept in front of the members, really wanna go bec home...and that time sit beside is CW...nothing to talk wif him...more sienzzz...

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........dun nid explain much...u all know how sienzzz...how shit?!

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after that go watch Dark Knight...nice nice nice!!..how nice..go watch urself...when i watch i even think i wan go buy CD to watch again..bcoz some part really too rush for me...i really enjoy it..mostly all the things in my mind gone...my mood become normal and steady back..erm..it's a good relief !! 

its time for electronic!

this is from my home refrigerator

did u search voltage follower??

op-amps?