Legend of a boy!

Haiz..share somthing to you all la..

If busy..pls dont read it..

If sad..pls dont read it

If feel too long, pls dont read it

If happy, pls dont read it..u will b sad...

If bo shu zou, ma read it lo..

Now..Finally I can announce to all my blogger readers!

I have chosen University of Liverspool School of Architecture as my choice for undergraduate Architecture studies.

I dont really know why I chose it. But seriously, this choice really made me cried for many times. pls don't ask me why I chose it afterwards. I will tell u all now, Full and Completely.

The story begin like this, after the STPM result announced. erm..gt a school boy named MrP.

He thought he will enter local uni directly afterwards. But dont know y? His father suddenly asked him to go oversea to study. At 1st, that boy think that it could be very costly to go oversea and he was very scare that time. Kept thinking whether should choose local or oversea.

At 1st, his father asked him to go AUS. okie..he dont have any ideas to go which Uni. NVM. his father recognised him an Architect back from AUS. The Architect told him, Melbourne Uni, Monash and RMIT in AUS are best to study Archi and didnt worry about drawing skills. It will be tought there. okie..At that time, the silly boy didnt have any direction, on9 checked the informations. But it was hard for him to apply himself.So, he decided to find agent called JMECC to help him. But that agent told him have to take IELTS exam. So, that boy straightly went to British Council to register. At that time, he thought the examination was too expensive! RM900++ for whole process. Unfortunately, he just got Band 6.0 whereas the Uni requirement was Band 6.5..So, he got a conditional offer letter from those uni. During the time he took IELTS, got an uncle told him go UK la..UK better la..UK better for Archi.At that time, he didnt think about going UK, he thought Uk will be more expensive. So, he didnt think about it..But, this time his father came out again..His silly father asked some friends. His friends told him that Uk better...Go UK better..that MrP that time jz follow his father's wish la..go Uk ma UK lo..the money not paid by him..so he didnt think much..so..he met an agent called interstudy which the uncle recognised him..actually that company is that uncle's daughter's company. His daughter promote the best school in UK. Manchester School of Architecture. But..His daughter asked MrP to prepare portfolio. that time she told MrP..jz cincai draw some sketches will do..Okie..then applied that Uni..that MrP sitting at home waiting for 1month..still dont have any news yet! MrP quite angry with this kind of slow application..then the agent told him..The Uni jz accept 40 students..OMG! How come MrP will enter that Uni with the poor portfolio that he submited..So..Wasted 1 and a half month waited a rejected from MSA.MrP quite disappointed and quite sad.He declined Melbourne Uni's offer which considered a good uni also. That time he really sad. Okie..He learnt from this kind of lesson.so..he decided to apply more university...He applied Dundee Uni, Queens, Liver together..3 unis together through UK system called UCAS (in Msia, we have UPU) abit same la..it is an agent to process the application..In this time, he produced a better portfolio, using computer to do it.quite okie for someone who dont have art based..so..he waited again..But! the UCAS application deadline was 30th June 2009..He worried if these 3 unis he didnt get..then he will die in Msia..okie..he added 1 more choice in UCAS,Newcastle Uni on 30th June 09. after somedays..He received many universities' notification that received his application and letter from UCAS too..He waited again..waited for the outcome..on 6th July..He got his 1st Uni in UK- Dundee Uni in scotland..few days later he got another Unis again Queens Uni Belfast..this 2 are good unis...so..his agent (interstudy) called him..since Interstudy didnt represnt Liver..so they asked MrP to decide asap whether accept it or not..MrP told them, wait for few days..he will give the decision to them..During the days, he was thinking...If he can get Liver..he will very happy..If didnt get..dont need feel sad also..quite Liver really a good Archi school even better than Manchester if compared from rankings...this time, he really worry..he worry if he get Liver..He really dont know how to choose...He wish not to get Liver that time...than he can straightly go Dundee..since Dundee not so HighEnd...the place also very nice.it is a small city with good scenery like cameron...whereas Liver is a poluted Big City..so...he didnt want to thik that 1st..waited Liver come out 1st...He not think about Queens..bcoz Queens expensive and not good...Queens is well known for Medic, Engineering and not Architecture..so he gave up this Uni...Dun noe it was fortunate or unfortunate, He got Liver's offer...So now...The BIG problems occured...He compared both places Dundee and Liver seriously...

Undeniable..Liverpool is design based university and it's standard is about the same with Manchester..Dundee althought not so famous..but it is a good uni for Architecture in scotland..

He was thinking both places' environment..2 diif type environment..1 is City type..1 is Village type..City type is a type where many developments and buildings..whereas village type is a place for recreation..very enjoyable..of coz it have clubs cinema etc...but it's building there nt much..looking at both uni facilities...since MrP havent in this field, he dont really know how to compare the facilities exactly..so he think both uni are the same..Cost fees both..about the same..the important thing he worried much was he cant study well in Liver..He worried he fail there...Many of uncertainties pop out in his mind...He totally Lost...From the beginning until now..What is he desired the most? what should he get ? He really dont know...He really dont know....Why he want to study architecture? too many questions marks occured..He really worried he cant study well..this is the main concern..Of course the key to answer all this questions is preparations and hardworking...He chose Liver for the 1st time...After 4 hours..he changed again.after he completely look through Dundee website...the other day..he changed again...all of his friends asked him to go for better ranking...he changed again...the other day..he went to find his Agent (interstudy) the agent told him about Dundee again..the agent told him..if without any art based shouldnt try for highEnd uni...At that time...His mind really gone crazy and lost..His mind flip flop between this 2 unis..He was thinking that both place is the same...Is jz for knowledges..Jz depend on ourself..whether we can cope it or not..It depends on our own fate..So..he cried that time..He really felt sad..why should go so far place? he really regret..This called sendiri cari pasal..Afterthat, He cooled down...He was thinking at 1st why he chose Manchester? It should be no problem to go Liver..It's standard is about the same..Why he need to worry so much? He become open-minded after thinking of this point..He knows every place he go will fail if he dont hardworking and have a good attitude on it...sometimes...we shouldnt overthink some problems...It jz torturing ourself...

So, he decided to go Liver as his FIRM choice...

His nightmare havent ended yet...

He went to agent where represent Liver..Aused Unied located at Pulau Tikus..This agent not willing to help him! May be is bcoz MrP applied UniLiver himself..not the company represent....

the company cant earn from him...If MrP want them to help him..He have to pay the RM100 charge for applying the VISA..WTF agent..other agent didnt charge! further detail pls look below..

letter from "lover"pool

letters from UCAS

Melbourne Uni. Got it.Rejected it

Didnt apply

withdrawn last minute

I desire to go this Uni very very very much. Unfortunately, they rejected me

this is all the books that agents gave me. Now, it became rubbish on my desk

MSA again. Look at it will make me kek sim

Got it. Rejected it..=.=

I received UM letter. rejected it

This is the best agent, I really got a lot of helps from them, the good thing is, they didnt charge me! The Uni they help me applied- Manchester Met Uni, Dundee Uni, Queens Belfast.

I cried in front of them. Bcoz I really dun know which uni should I choose. Too Strees.

But now..okie liao la.

Lol, this 1 ar..erm..I think they want to earn money too. they helped me applied to Melbourne Uni & deakin Uni. I got both uni. Rejected them too.

err..this 1 ar..Ah su recognise it to me d. I was forced to meet him. I think his advises quite good too. But I am not interest to his university. He promote Uni Tasmania, Uni Newcastle Aus, Uni Newcastle UK

this is the most agent I ever meet! Damn sucks agent. This agent represent too many country liao and I think the reason why they can represent so many Unis is they earn alot of money from students! U all noe wat has he did to me? Actually.. I applied Uni of Liver myself but was under Interstudy. Since Interstudy didnt represent Uni Liver. I have to find the other representative. Unfortunately, whole Msia jz 2 company represent Liver. that is MABECS at KL and this fucking company at Pg. I think may be I applied myself. They cant notified Uni Liver that they represent me. so they cant earn much from me. The Most part that made me angry was they want to charge me RM100 if I want them to help me. WTF! So..I rather do i it myself. This kind of F*** company. PUI!

haiz...this few months really tough...

I don't really know how much things that I did..

How many times my mind spinning and spinning...

I wrote this post from 2.40am...now already 4am...

erm..I cant sleep recently lar...

may be was torturing by the case b4..

and used to the sleeping time around 4-6am liao..

so..it is normal that I havent sleep now...

I should prepare myself b4 going Liver..

I really think many things I should improve b4 going there...

I really have many part have to improve..

English.General Knowledges.Art.Design.Computing..

I have to learn all these b4 going there...

but I am lazy..may be al my friends went to Uni liao.

left me here...haiz..feel sad...no ppl chit chat with me..

I jz can face to the laptop chatting with them..

or sms them

my voice cant come out..

so many things depress in my heart le....

haiz

I am akin of ppl who like to talk...

not allow me to talk really made me sick..

I really mentally sick liao la.......