Im sitting in my room, alone, facebooking,
doing nothing at the moment,
thinking all the stuffs that can fill in my mind,
and wash over those nasty memories,
need to find myself back (I hv lost since a couple of months ago)
I have gone through a really depress 2 months period (hardest time),
the problems I got as big as I cant bare it, cant breathe,
not even get a grasp from it
should avoid all this from happening again,
I cant control myself of repeating my mistakes/ stubborn thinking,
today, I have to mark all this to a full stop!
for the past few months, I gone through happiness and sadness,
stress, relief, excited and others mixed feelings,
All this has made me more mature than I supposed be,
it is a important lesson, a real one
I hv learnt from my mistake, from all the faults I made,
sometimes people tends to make mistake by following desire,
A mistake that I might regret forever,
Im glad Im still conscious of what Im doing now,
Im happy that I got my own self discipline,
rationality in my mindset before everything gets late
everything has sorted at the moment,
and I got a part time job, anyway Im going back to malaysia,
to clear all this mess out, I cant stay here anymore, it tortured me,
out of sight, out of mind :P
sorry friends, if i disappointed u all
for rap part lyrics: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEjB1zebCko
this song express my feelings very well, every words meant it
I like the phrase: its easy to be puff, its harder to be SEAN
sorry guys, I didnt tell what exactly happening,
and Im alright right now, dont worry
c u guys in malaysia about end of july :)
