We must undertake the redistribution of the land in the country and in the cities. Lawyers say that this will turn everything upside down. I put it even more clearly: mobilisation of the land for the common good

Le corbusier (Radiant City)

well sarcasm to lawyers :)

Year 3 sem 1

cam whore on the last day of third year...so gayish

Good Final Crit, Anyway, so what? need do more works!
Don't want Good, Want the BEST!
Work Hard, Play hard! :p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2ta_YdoEbs&feature=related

Gt no idea why this dude so famous after a movie?
and his songs really not good.. :(

somehow after I wrote the previous post, my life seems changed, becomes directional, studio work going smooth now, plus I manage to work hard and play hard now..

which kinda weird for final year...

anyway, all the best everyone ... I emo all the times ... LOLx

the 6th week of my 3rd year studies!

what's wrong with me! Im totally lost...

Lost in no where, can't think about anything of my studio works

no direction at all...

been drinking for few weeks since the starting of the school...

damnit...whats wrong, Im asking myself few times, day and night

whats wrong, whats wrong?

a lot of stuffs happening, and I haven't solved them one by one,

why Im so busy on personal stuffs,

as I have to concentrate on my studies rather than thinking so much of it...

HELP me...

no idea when and how this video being captured ...

somehow, it stopped recording itself..LOL

make a guess who is talking behind...lol

p/s:concentrate on studies pls!

words are not important sometimes

4.15am, malaysia time, and Im awake, I didnt sleep ytd night, slept less than 6 hours just now, a lot of things trouble me at the moment

{when I reached penang (2am ish), the police roadblock welcomed me back on penang bridge, followed by tom yum mee beside kwang hua. next day, I was having laksa for lunch and captain america movie for rm6, dinner with family afterwards}

though it looks like full schedule, but i felt emptiness as I haven't sorted out what I supposed to do in this 7 weeks before I going back to Liverpool; when I reached KLIA, before boarding on plane back to pg, I heard a lot of Penangites accent, which made me feels home, but at the same time, I feel kinda awkward when Penang people speaks, it is kinda "culture shock" feelings when I back :p, it happened that time only..

main reason I came back here to run away from relationship problems having in liverpool, and I have to keep my mind clear of everything so that I could prepare myself for 3rd year of studies,

As I said before Im not coming back this year, but I cant stand suffering over there. Im helpless, though I could earn 5pounds per hour over there which 1 week I can earn 250pounds ish. But still, I need to come back badly, seriously find back my own (which I kinda lost myself this year)

academic wise, (this year I have learnt alot) although result I didnt get first class, but Im still satisfy as I worked hard this year :)

one more thing, this 7 weeks, I got 2 projects (1father's project, 2friend's project) I treated them as gaining experience for the future (though Im not sure whether i will be architect or not)

and updating my CVs + portfolios..

:( I hope I can do them all before going back liverpool

I felt better after I written all this down on this blog

everything is going to be fine now (I hope)

its kinda end of all the mess I made in liverpool

please dont drag me to the swirl when I back to liverpool

http://youtu.be/ocOFkb9GcHs

give me reason,but don't give me the choice,

cause i will make the same mistake again

hokkian songs marathon

share a few hokkian songs with u guys..LOL

greece

selected pic: parthenon, fira, oia, volcano island

too much photos, just select a few decent one

8days 7 night, changed 5 hotel/hostel/apartment

travelled more than 5 island

been to beaches

A summer chilling trip

it needs about 2months to be on facebook

LOL

Life

Im sitting in my room, alone, facebooking,

doing nothing at the moment,

thinking all the stuffs that can fill in my mind,

and wash over those nasty memories,

need to find myself back (I hv lost since a couple of months ago)

I have gone through a really depress 2 months period (hardest time),

the problems I got as big as I cant bare it, cant breathe,

not even get a grasp from it

should avoid all this from happening again,

I cant control myself of repeating my mistakes/ stubborn thinking,

today, I have to mark all this to a full stop!

for the past few months, I gone through happiness and sadness,

stress, relief, excited and others mixed feelings,

All this has made me more mature than I supposed be,

it is a important lesson, a real one

I hv learnt from my mistake, from all the faults I made,

sometimes people tends to make mistake by following desire,

A mistake that I might regret forever,

Im glad Im still conscious of what Im doing now,

Im happy that I got my own self discipline,

rationality in my mindset before everything gets late

everything has sorted at the moment,

and I got a part time job, anyway Im going back to malaysia,

to clear all this mess out, I cant stay here anymore, it tortured me,

out of sight, out of mind :P

sorry friends, if i disappointed u all

for rap part lyrics: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEjB1zebCko

this song express my feelings very well, every words meant it

I like the phrase: its easy to be puff, its harder to be SEAN

sorry guys, I didnt tell what exactly happening,

and Im alright right now, dont worry

c u guys in malaysia about end of july :)

end of year 2

I hv done my year 2 ytd, feel kinda release atm, at the same time, felt emptiness,

the second year past really quick, seriously! fast!

next year third year, the work load will be double and the time will be halve of this year

one of my friend, she cant stand to study archi anymore,

she has decided to leave Liverpool, which I felt kinda sad for her, but at the same time should be feel happy for her, because she cant really push herself to do something that she doesn't like

anyway, forget about my friend,

I have made a severe mistake in my life ever this year, a mistake that I will remember forever,

and I have to stay strong and promise myself not to do that again anymore!

I hope I can withstand myself, god bless pls

people made mistake when they are irrational,

I hope my rational stand strong enough

a wrong decision that I might regret forever

have been seriously thought about the mistake I made,

it is just so wrong so wrong,

I cant bear it anymore

shouldnt agree to do that, it is just so wrong so wrong!

oh 22 tahun

sudah umur 22, dah tua lah,

oops, thats the only malay I could write now,

cant actually write properly in malay..LOL

anyway, I have reached age 22years-old

consider mature age,

somehow, I cried few times on my birthday,

cried for a few things,

cried for home, family after I have watched a youtube clip on facebook,

I might sound silly, but it is true,

dont know why, just cried very loud, luckily my housemates were out,

when people growing older, we kinda forget how we cry,

how simply the happiness could be

my friend told me just now, we should find happiness,

I kinda not sure about the term "find"

in which context? or relations?

anyway,

just have a wasted birthday, drank a whole bottle of whisky in 15mins?

cant believe that! shouldnt do that next time,

and I didnt have anything for lunch and dinner ytd,

feel so shit the whole night and being hangover for a whole day,

crap heachache, but the birthday dinner was enjoyable,

though Im still having slightly headache writting this,

anyway, I feel so stress right now, Final crit is coming,

my tutor aspect too much from me,

and I have to really fulfill what my tutor aspect me to do,

I believe I can! I can! I can!

sometimes, talking in stupid way is the way to express ourself,

being silly just to be ourself, to be our own,

we are what we are!

ps:/ dont think I was crying for the sake of sadness, I was crying for my own reflection :P

for my family members, for I am not being around them, for not being a good son,

for not being a good brother etc. this also gives me motivation to do well in my final,

for my parents, for my family

life is hard

I was having a shit week, from tuesday, a pin up tutorial to wednesday presentation , and next tuesday final Crit, bloody bloody tired,

I have done well on the presentation, for now, just prepare for the crit next week

good luck everyone :P

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proceed only if u r 18 and above

:P

taken 2 months ago..LOL

half bottle of this and half bottle of bailey's...

listened to this song like a month ago,

didnt feel anything at the first time I listened to it,

but today, I go through the lyrics it written,

quite meaningful somehow,

What are words

If you really don't mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they're only for good times

Then they don't

When it's love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we're gone

I felt connected to the song,

I decided to share it here :) hope u guys like it too

One more thing I discovered,

try to make use of our own advantages to compensate our disadvantages

it helps :)

update; updates

Easter holiday has started like 6days,

this holiday just fully concentrate on studio, caad and assignment

As I never show my works here, this time I will show u guys my caad module works

Basically, the module is about creating a portfolio webpage/ basic portfolio webpage+quest model

I chose the second option, which website+quest model

The quest model can be putting on website,

people who navigate on the webpage could access in my building virtually, walking around like playing games,

this is my webpage and my model in it

my website general look:

too bad, u guys cant access my webpage, due to it is only for my uni server

for this holidays, Im going to make animation on my building

oh ya, I went to stockholm for few days,

these are the photos

I hv watched 2 movies on this month

Im no 4 and Battle:LA

and I was not watching them in normal seating price..

Im no4 in IMAX mode which is superb

and Battle LA in premier seat which is shit

for reference, the price for IMAX here is about 12£=RM60

and premier seat for student is 8.45£=RM41

Hell shit! I can watch about 15movies in Malaysia already!

anyway, my friend sponsor me for the IMAX one,

but not the premier

tbh, IMAX mode is worth the price. it is better than 3D,

the best quality, but the movie "Im no 4" not really interesting

the premier seat in UK is different compared to msia,

premier seat here are the front 2 rows,

and the price is more expensive..........

ok, thats it, Im not going to continue this shit

actually I dont know why I started to write this thing

after I watched the movies like few weeks ago..LOL

Hello guys! it has been a really long time since my last update, I hv been gone through a lot of stuffs, hardly explain or write it down here...just roughly summarize few things:

-finished sem1, passed all exams, finished feedback session, new project started, in the middle of the works..

-been to cardiff, bath, bristol, amsterdam

-money (a lot wasted)

too much to update, too much stuffs happened, too much works to do as well, too much things need to think..

I will leave u guys here now...

all the photos below I haven't post on facebook or elsewhere, and Amsterdam trip on Facebook also not complete uploaded...due to too much, and I am lazy to organize them...

ok then..

sorry for low-res photos, there will be major changes in my blog soon..c u guys

too much distraction at this very moment

3-4days to Final assessment date,

freaking hell! too much distraction!

facebook, iphone, and someone,

gosh! hate this kind of feelings,

cant do anything, freaking lazy whole day dont know do what, WTF,

someone kill me pls! shit!

now I realised, KL ppl got a term for penangites and kedah people...

so called 北方人

if u lose this time, means u r gaining

by ye seong pee

share this song to u guys :)

my current situation

external forces are the forces that will help u moving on