how sad it is

one of my coursemate, his grandmum past away last week,

he managed to pass through the sadness last week,

but today, he receieved a call,

a call from his uncle,

he feels his uncle's voice a bit weird,

asked him what had happened,

his uncle refused to say,

he called to his parents,

his parents tell him the truth,

his grandfather past away too...

how sad it is

at this very moment,

he is going to having exam 2 days later,

he received 2 bad news during this period,

personally, I felt very sorry for him,

he cried in front of me just now...so sad

his result not that good last sem,

I dont know whether he can manage to pass this exam or not,

everyone is lucky here,

be thankful........

-xxxx-

Random!

no words to describe

EXAM next tuesday

damn..exam next tuesday..

And I cant concentrate now~!!!!

I hv lots of work havent done...

pin up on next thursday..

another exam on next friday..

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

1-he is looking

2-he is thinking

3-he is pointing

4-he is dead beside column..

lol

In order to...

mmm..my final crit..

I overslept..lol..

10am pin up, I woke up at 930am, clever!

anyway, I stil manage to pin up on time...

From the crit...

argh, no idea how to say...

to summarize-

I have been restricted!

I hv set the circulation and it drives me crazy for weeks,

what they hv said, I understood, I knew it before, I struggled

I have no idea y my fucking tutor said its good and dont want me to change!

I shouldnt blame my tutor because the final decision is on my hand

this project is the most unhappy project I had...

cause I cant make up what I was trying to do...

Its totally restricted...

recently fucking depress...

seriously...moody and no passion...

it might be the weather here,

changing hotter and hotter...

and the stupid sun rise at 3 sumthing in the morning and set at 10pm...

It makes me physically and mentally tired....

left 10 days to exam!

I will use 3-4days to fix all my studio stuffs,

and after that start to revise! or may be parallel...

Final Crit in 9 hours...

after 9hours is my Final Project Final Crit...

I am so frustrated now...

not because of not finished all the works,

is because of somehow,

I cant speak well,

Im working on it right now,

write down some important points to present tml

to avoid previous project final Crit "Trash Talk"

wish me luck..

xxx

All of sudden

I cant progress my last stage!!!!!!!

Damnit! I stuck on current progress for 1 week!

the form!

Met my tutor this morning,

with my model,

mmm..i thought she will like it,

who knows...

she said its not necessary to add curve for the structure,

she was so straight forward...haiz..

she wants me to do the ugly and simple way...

the ugly way- which I stuck last week until today,

I dont want to finish off my drawings because its ugly!

just because its ugly,

but all the circulation,

the layout, the elevation looks perfectly.

thats what my tutor wanted..

she said..

If I wanted to add is okie,

nth bad,

she said my thing already strong enough

like already spicy,

If add on more spice on it,

would become sour...

2 ways to complete my work

nice and dynamic looking curve which took off the essence of electronic form..

ugly but simple and straight way to present the relation..

HELPPPPPPP Me!!!!

cool

a nice blog by everyone who want to be somebody,

hv a look

must listen!

its so inspiring...

Bo lat

bo lat kong ua...

feel free to comment

remember my chaos sketch previously,

I have made a collage..

feel free to comment

Post before my war begin..

I have to post this in order to stop online and distract people...

My Final Crit on 20th May,

Exam on 1st June and 4th June,

Studio Pin-Up around 20/05-1/06...

For the Final Crit, work to be done before that,

(previous project-axon, elev, section, rearrange)

(current project-I think the idea i got it, just need to define, all drawings, 3d model)

yesterday was my interim crit, the longest crit ever!

I was being crit for 40minutes...

LOL!!!!! its a nice crit, the tutor critted me was very nice,

they gave me a very nice idea to continue the design process,

I didnt talk about my site analysis though!!

I think if I talk about that, it would be longer...lolx

It just left 3 weeks till my end of year 1!!!

Gosh!!!

Time flies...:(

football in studio......

In order to get scholarship!

I need to get 77% for each subject!

damn..it seems impossible for me to get that...

Im so depress now,

1500£ scholarship..argh.....

-xxxx-